Well I am just back from the gym. I have finally decieded to lose my third stomach. Hey why be greedy aren't two of them enough? I have been very bad of late, not going to the gym, not watching what i'm eating and drinking too much. After awhile it starts to catch up with you and then you reach the point of ENOUGH already! O.K. so I walked 5 miles on the treadmill today and have made a pact with myself that I will not drink any alcohol during the week anymore. Oh and I guess I will make an attempt to eat a little bit less each day. Boy when I write this down it sounds really, really hard. Well it is day one and I guess that should be the most ambitious. So far mother has been good today. I have not gotten in trouble for anything yet and it is almost time to go to work. If I can just make it for another hour I'll be golden. I have already showered at the gym so I can't make her mad about anything there oh yes it's going to be a good day. Except for the sad part. Today is the second anniversary of my sisters death. My oldest sister and I are going to take her ashes to the lane we used to live on as kids. We all have special memories there and it's the only place we ever all lived together. My sister Pat asked to have some of her ashes scattered there. We all miss her very much.